“Just so you know, there's a space that only you can fill. Just so you know, I loved you then, I guess I always will.”

smile when it hurts most.

well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

contentment. if just for tonight. i feel at peace. i feel beauty. i feel God.

it was real.

you think with your head. i think with my heart. and youll never understand that because of it.

.. he remembered sassafras. that says everything.

today was fantastic.


im just so happy.

=]

hmmm here it is my dears:

semester 1:
art 1
ap ecology
prob stat-1
psychology/ study hall(should be manufaturing)

semester 2:
ap english
senior project/AST (im so siked. it will be lovely. haha)
marketing/creative writing(our school needs more writing classes)
ap civics


should be a good year? except for second semester senior project, i loathe that. especially since i put it first. damn haverford.

im surrounded by hypocritical, fake, inconsiderate, niave, ignorant people. and i want out.



its good to know who really matters, and who never did.

"Certain things in life are more important than the usual crap that everyone strives for." -jamestaylor



i love this. yea.

'cause in the glimmer of your eye
i begin to see myself in a different light

it will always be you.

friday night we went to jens. it was fine. then i went to a wedding all day yesterday. it was one of those 'gets better as it goes on' type of events. then i came home and met everyone at jens. we walked places. that was our night.

cleaning my room sucks. i MUST finish it though. so im off. i hope you all are enjoying break so far. though, it doesnt officially start till tomorrow.



oh and how much does it suck that i have softball practice tonight at 8 oclock. what! then 8 oclock softball practice again on tuesday night. not to mention my 10 am track practices tomorrow and tuesday. along with my meet wednesday. well, to me it sucks a lot. a whole freakin lot. but at least im occupied and i dunno, maybe it wont be too bad.

im going to cereality with my sisters this week! i cant wait.


someone want to go see reign over me this week conmigo?

the worst.

mis amigos molestame. son superficial y aquello esta una cosa se no soy.


no se que hacer. piensas cambiaren mis amigos, pero no. piensas cambiara pero no era. tengo mis creencias y nadie sere un razon por mi cambiando a una persona no me gusta. Ojala que gente aprenden darse cuenta de que la vida fue no haga por ese.


me: "eres una enigma que quiero resolver!"
kathleen: "i hate that you know spanish."

hmm friday i had a track meet all night. we left at 4 from the school. got back to the school at like 12:45. longgg time. but it was fun. i liked it. i threw one of the highest in my heat i think. its so much different then meets in middle school. there are like tons and tons of schools from all over.

saturday i went to applebees then to lees house with everyone for julies 17th. it was good.

today was the superbowl. colts won! i slept a whole lot this weekend. im thinking about trying sleep during the week so i dont lose my weekends so much. just an idea.

-i hate mr buck.
-school is hard.
-im pretty sure i hate the fact that we have prom this year.
-i hold too much angst towards people lately.
-i dont even know you anymore.


everything is so much different then i had pictured.

1st block: chem. doc peterson. all sophmores basically except for me and michelle gove. buttt i sit next to ben mahan :] haha what are the odds. besides the fact that my name is Ly and he is Ma. anyway, the class is soo boring. we have a bunch of work. but im glad im back to level one. i hate guidance counselors, they ruin everything. we already did a lab today. the kids in my group are pretty funny. it should be okay.

2nd block: spanish 5. i understand what she is saying, for the most part. WAHOO. it wont be as bad as i thought. though ill miss ms kane. the people are sweet, spanish 3 reunites!

lunch. me, kris, lee, kevin(?), em, and mary abbe. sounds like it will be funny. =]

3rd block: foods. boring. funny people. another quarter of dilworth. ackkk. random people in kitchens. kris is in the class!

4th block: american studies. bucks an asshole, i got an 83 on my paper. fuck you. fuck you buck. how about whitman was a poet, a writer...no shit im gonna talk about his poems and books.

dear you,
i liked a lot that you kept riding your chair today so that we were touching. but, id prefer you actual do something(if you have any intention of it) instead of flirt all the time. and i get you flirt with everyone. but i dont want to be everyone.
sincerely, me.


track= bleachers. medicine ball. weight room. good talks with amber when waiting for our rides.

a good couple hours of hw. on the first day. this semester will be lovely.


i cant wait to look back on this entry in 5 months and have the relief that all this will be over.



the thought of school makes me sick.


why does like every mood on here have the picture crying?

i am so proud of my american studies biography. i had whitman. and it was way too much of him in my life but i think i did good. i better have done good. i spent like 4 1/2 hours on it.

thursday i had my math final. im so glad its done. after amisha and i went to oakmont pub then walked back and forth outside trying to bum rides from people. it ended up that we just had to get her dad to take us. we watched STEP UP, and although like every other dance movie it still was wonderful. it was good, we hadnt hung out in seriously forever.

friday i had an art final. ill miss it, i actually came to like those people. then me deb jackie and lee all went to shannons house. shannon wasnt with us. she had a 4th block final. haha so its like 930 and we just went in and started to look for a movie and then we heard the toilet. AH. so her dad was home. so we were going up to the computer and he heard him in the shower. and the shower shut off. right when we were walking by. AH AHHHH. so we bolted downstairs. then looked at pictures and heard a noise so we darted to the couch just when he came down. he was so suprised and he def didnt want us there. but what was he gonna do? we felt bad but shannon had said we could. so he let us stay. then seriously everyone came back. we got pizza. even springfield came. so we all just chilled and watched jackass. then i went home and slept at like 330. didnt do anything last night and it was good.

today my mom and sisters and i went to see my brothers best friend's baby. hes basically like my other brother so it was cool. the baby is adorable, his name is Gabriel. i have pictures! then we got lunch at the mall and i came home and slept more. ive slept a lot lately. oh well. first semester is ovaaa!!